Hi, Li~li,

my dear roomie, it is snowing in Beijing, what about NJ? I just log on the face book wanna get some latest news about you guys, but, "my poor English”, you know,哎～I'm sorry I didn't get your E-mail, and also I missed the new year day to say "新年快乐",but I did say those words in my heart. I've  been always  thinking about sending u this email ,but every time I tried to start the first sentence, I felt that I was blocked by something, so ,that is why you haven't got any msg from me until you see this, hope it's not too late.
 
I really really miss you Li, I went to the cinema after work today,” The Pursuit of Happiness ", do you still remember that? yeh, I know that is a great movie, full of adventure, hope, and pain. It’s good for me, now. Plus, it makes me think of you, so I chose to review it in this cold winter evening. When I walking in the snow, on my way back home, the days of CET, days of we were being together,  having 2 languages mix talk in the night after 12:00 pm, back to me again. But you know what, this time I don't feel sad anymore, I am telling myself “it’s 2008 already!”

Li , I really want you know ,2007,it's a special year for me, I think you may sort of know the reason, and there is still something left that I couldn't tell exactly even today. It's a kind of affection and feeling. And what I know is, it has relationship with my status and attitude towards my life——yesterday, today and tomorrow. During those days, the senior, the last semester, I always felt that I 'm looking for something in life, but what pissed me up is I don't even know what it is. And then, I tried to do something that I "supposed” to do, like what you saw, I found a part time job in the pizza company, and did some job searching things. But those didn't make me feel good, and also the inconsiderate graduation stuff  droved me crazy once. That is why I drank a lot of coke those days actually, cos I wanna release my unhappiness! I've been lost for about a half year! Life was really hard for me sometimes!!! hehe, Li, are you asking, "Ruan hang, what are you talking about?" hehe, I don’t know either, I don't wanna bothering you, what I've expressed is trying to let you know you walked into my life in a very special time Li, those times is what I need to always think about to learn from it, in the future. And I'm so glad and feel so lucky that every time I look back, I can see u were there by my side. Seriously, Li, I gradually realized, it was you who helped me get through those suffering days, maybe you did nothing, but you were there, just because you were there, it was and will always mean a lot to me!
 
Now, I have a pretty good job, did I tell you that I work in a tender company? and living in a 2 bedroom rental apartment with a young couple. oh, my place is at the south gate of Temple of Heaven, (oh my god, you know what just happened? my msnger just said "you got a mail from Chen lifong", you are really my dear roomie!!!!) every morning I walk alone the hucheng river about 5mins to the bus stop, and get to office around 8:00am, have breakfast, and welcome a new day. For every 2 or 3weeks, I may back to campus, see some friends. And I'm still crazy for the US play, but, I seldom drink coke now, I think I’m happy right? Yeah, this is also what I want you know, I'M good, Li!!!!!!!!!!

It seems like you're doing some job searching things, yeh, you know what I had been through, so I am 100% understanding you now, I believe you will find your world, your life soon! I think I need to tell you some news about other Chinese roomie, right? haha, Zengyi——the CNU top10 student——will go to Germany in April and back around October ,it's an academic program between 2 universities, I don't know the details ,just heard from Bubble, who is still being his CNU campus star, busying with all the students activities everyday. Zhoufan got a internship , teaching English in a middle school on Summer Holiday, and she finally found that , to be a teacher is the dream of her life ,so she don't wane go abroad anymore ,just be a good teacher. And Jinling will take her 中国"gre" exam this weekend, we don't worry for her, cos we all pretty sure that she will definitely become a graduate student of  Language Studies University of Beijing, next summer.
 
haha, I'm over exciting, I need to go bed ,it's 1:50am,and I have to get up in 5 hours.Best of luck, say hello to Jason, wish you couple "xingfu". Also send my best wishes from China to your families! Also say hello to Andrew, Chis, Vahan, Viki, Samual, all the Chinese roomies miss them!
 
P.S. I'm thinking of mail you something maybe around Spring Festival (not decide yet, just consider, ha-ha), so could you write your new address to me next time?
 
Good Night, Li! Missing you~~~~~